It’s not that I don’t love you

It’s not that I don’t love you,

It’s that everytime I look at your deep blue eyes I’m reminded of my father’s piercing ones before his car crashed.

It’s not that I don’t love you,

It’s that your soft brown hair is the same colour as the bottles of alcohol my mum drowned herself in, leaving me to rot.

It’s not that I don’t love you,

It’s that your deep red lips are the colour I found my sister lying in, with her wrists slit and her white sneakers stained with blood, oh so much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you,

It’s that your beautiful face reminds me of my best friends tear streaked ones after she found out the man she loved had slept with is ex.

It’s not that I don’t love you, it’s that I do

~But bad thing happen to good people I know

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